It's been good lads, but I'm roping myself.
157 2018-05-26 by Kimchicel
Even though my account is new (my previous account was banned) ive been lurking and commenting on braincels and incels for like 4 years. I'm Asian, so my parents expect me to to go to a good ivy league or something. But instead I've been rejected from most of my apps (despite being tenth in my class of 600), and I haven't committed to any schools yet cause I know that I'm not going to live till next year. All of the roasties I know are going to UCLA or ucsd or something, continuing to live their pure ecstacy of life while being cunts to everyone for at least another ten years. My life is basically screwed, cause I'll either die a virgin or betabuxx some used up slut. I'll ultimately just end it, just because I'd rather die a virgin than die a beta bux. I know femoids wholl never give me the time of day will out of no where tell me I'm loved or some shit, so just don't even try.
I bought my rope like 2 months ago after I was rejected from UCLA, and I have everything prepared. I'm not going to go over my whole life or reasons to kill my self but just think for a moment. An ugly Korean immigrant whose 5'5, has strict awful Asian parents, is a kissless virgin who never had a gf, and doesn't even live up to the meme of being smart, and it shouldn't be to surprising. To make this even worse I have two younger sisters who always brings white Chads home when my parents aren't home and fucks him on MY bed (because mines bigger).
It's been a good bad run, even running kpop game didn't work. I'm glad I was at least blackpilled at a young age.
208 comments
1 PM_ME_DEATH_THREATS2 2018-05-26
Saint Blackops2cel will be waiting for you at the gates of Heaven.
Saint
1 Kimchicel 2018-05-26
Pbuh
1 StBlackOps2Cel 2018-05-26
See you on the flip side , dont do it though
1 Brazierlord69 2018-05-26
why not just go to community college then transfer? thats what i did. also going to uni is not everything. i got stem degrees and im still a retarded incel
1 Kimchicel 2018-05-26
Its not about the education for the future, it's also about the experiences that I could live while in college. Like I said, I'm most likely going to beta bux but I'd rather die instead
1 Brazierlord69 2018-05-26
if ur NT you can get sex. just because u dont get any in HS does not mean u wont in college. besides i went through uni with no sex and basically no friends and the only thing i regret is not talking to my professors to work for them everyone else can go fuck themselves
1 einherjarwannabe 2018-05-26
Give yourself more time to think about this. You may be committing a mistake that you can never undo. Finish undergrad first.
1 bros_and_cons 2018-05-26
if it means anything, i went to ucla and no one even distinguished between transfer students and 4-year students. i knew plenty of transfers in my social circle who joined fraternities or whatever and still got the full "college experience." plus as you probably know even a chimpanzee could transfer into even the best uc schools with the way the transfer process is set up
incel is incel, but a lot of your grief seems to be college-based and you can still make that shit happen
1 1122334wy 2018-05-26
Good luck dude
1 Kimchicel 2018-05-26
Thanks nigga
1 BRAHMINDEEPSTATE 2018-05-26
STEM will only make you more incel. Join Hollywood as comic relief so that you can increase your social status. Maybe eventually you'll land a foid like Abby Nierman who will accuse you of rape after a year, for giving her the wrong type of wine and after she sucks your dick twice.
1 moggedbyall 2018-05-26
Aiming for Hollywood will make you poor since he is ugly and he also happens to be a ricecel. STEM will make him money at the very least.
1 TheCoolestMan2000 2018-05-26
run Kpop game
1 Kimchicel 2018-05-26
REEEE
1 thr0w123away456 2018-05-26
do it
1 hailthegawdthanos 2018-05-26
Wait, can you transfer all of your money to my paypal?
1 question4477 2018-05-26
If you have become so apathetic towards life why not just live life on the edge instead - Ride a motorcycle through a mall, break into cars and then joyride them through open fields before abandoning them, buy some weed and then sucker punch the dealer.
1 Kimchicel 2018-05-26
I'm thinking of driving to a different state to buy a gun, Idk where to shoot tho
1 anonymousvirgin88 2018-05-26
That's not how being suicidal works. All of that means NOTHING to a suicidal person. It's as appealing as watching dirt move to someone suicidal.
JFL at normies' lack of ability to comprehend how suicidal people think
1 question4477 2018-05-26
I was once suicidal now I switch between death wish and optimism depending on the day.
1 BarkingSands27 2018-05-26
I've been living that same way one day at a time the past 20 years straight. I try to live for the benefit of other people and try to make everyone I meet better off for it. It only ever got more and more difficult for me as the years progressed, but I kept getting stronger as well.
I know those young years are the part where I just barely made it by the skin of my teeth. I can't say the future will be an easy one; it's a nightmare. But I regret nothing having steeled myself for it and having taken pride in the fact that I'm going through life on nightmare mode.
I'm proud of you for having gotten this far in life, the decision is yours alone to make and I hope you are at least well informed and certain that you're making the right choice.
1 geneticwaste43 2018-05-26
Bummer
1 NeetInTheSheets 2018-05-26
Have you thought about youth in asia?
1 Kimchicel 2018-05-26
What do you mean?
1 thr0w123away456 2018-05-26
Have you considered becoming a monk?
1 moggedbyall 2018-05-26
becoming a monk is impossible if you're doing so to cope away from being a normie
1 iamhopeless256 2018-05-26
Good luck
1 Kimchicel 2018-05-26
Thanks nigga
1 YouAreWrongKid 2018-05-26
What about traveling to Korea for a while, youd have the similar culture, be away from your parents and have better chance with women there. I knew an Asian kid from Australia that all the girls in my highschool loved for his accent
1 Kimchicel 2018-05-26
I've went to Korea like ten times and I hated it, I actually think American femoids aren't as bad as korean foids for a lot of reasons. Going to Korea won't change anything
1 YouAreWrongKid 2018-05-26
I'm White and much prefer Asian women. Maybe its the grass is always greener concept, White women always treated me like shit despite me being polite and courteous. I was even spit at by a White feminist once for holding the door open for her, another with a Mexican bf in college laughed at and ridiculed me when I was just in the library minding my own business trying to study.
1 Kimchicel 2018-05-26
Both women are awful, it's just the korean foids are more materialistic
1 Singlestick 2018-05-26
Thanks for that blackpill.
1 normieanathema 2018-05-26
Just LMFAO at thinking you're helping by saying this. You're actually just reaffirming his desire to kill himself LMFAO. Asian women are literally race betrayers; they HATE Asian men. Asian will do anything for white cock, even date the lowest of white men. The reason you don't have any success with white women is because white women aren't as desperate as Asian women. They have larger egos and will only date 8/10++ Chad's. The reason you don't have any luck with white women is because you're probably around average looking, which is clearly not good enough for hypergamous white women, but it's acceptable to westernized noodle whores. Honesty just lol, JBW theory confirmed.
1 _SoySauce 2018-05-26
https://theblog.okcupid.com/race-and-attraction-2009-2014-107dcbb4f060 According to OKCupid users, Asian women prefer white men and Asian guys about the same.
1 Rolando_Mierka 2018-05-26
Asians are at a disadvantage. Fact.
1 _SoySauce 2018-05-26
Yes, otherwise. Asian women did not penalize Asian men because they're of their own race. In fact, in the year in which they posted this (2014), they preferred Asian men 6% more (24% vs 18%).
1 ummyourdaddy 2018-05-26
that's because yellowcunts on okcupid are looking for a betabux they're not in their prime looking for a fuck. If you want to know their real preference, look at asian foids in college and shortly after.
1 _SoySauce 2018-05-26
Do you have any evidence that Asian female OKCupid users are looking for betabuxes? The other data is similar to the other dating site they mentioned.
1 Singlestick 2018-05-26
I can confirm this after talking to an Asian mudshark/white worshiper.
1 moggedbyall 2018-05-26
the memes write themselves man
1 YouAreWrongKid 2018-05-26
you're racist
1 ummyourdaddy 2018-05-26
you're the racist one if you like really, really think about it.
1 UKLankancel 2018-05-26
He'll be one of those guys that imports a Thai hooker and marries her.
1 ummyourdaddy 2018-05-26
and make little hapacels.
1 YouAreWrongKid 2018-05-26
You are racist for assuming theres anything inherently wrong with hapa children. You are no different than a 1 drop rule racist 150 years ago in America.
1 ummyourdaddy 2018-05-26
cunts like you make hapas. gtfo.
1 YouAreWrongKid 2018-05-26
Fuck off you 1 drop rule racist punk bitch, I'll date whoever the fuck I want and you won't do shit about it but cry on reddit
1 YouAreWrongKid 2018-05-26
You could try Black women, some of them really like Asian guys
1 Kimchicel 2018-05-26
The black women in la are either ghetto or are white worshippers, it doesn't change man
1 YouAreWrongKid 2018-05-26
Guess its really over then.
1 ChrisBrownApologist 2018-05-26
It's ogre
1 MaleficentCourt 2018-05-26
Cope or rope. Suicide is a permanent solution to a persistent problem, but you’ll miss out on all the copes.
1 itsbeenover 2018-05-26
blessings of st.blackops2cel upon you bro
1 Zyklon_Bae 2018-05-26
https://i.redditmedia.com/BwDdsahF8l84_YHJbthpE64B90FIysI83hbTZD4tKxI.jpg?w=364&s=207a56e638bab945dda254f8b8d03be4
1 finnanut27 2018-05-26
Good luck next life bro
1 Kimchicel 2018-05-26
Good bye
1 MyNamaHeff_ 2018-05-26
Wait send me your money don’t let it go to waste 😁
1 Who_watches 2018-05-26
Love you fam
1 lifeisgoodagain 2018-05-26
I had the same concerns in high school. Thought college was about partying and meeting women. Newsflash: its not. College is about setting yourself up to have a fat ass paycheck in 4 years. Do not fuck this step up. It costs a lot of money, and you'll want to make the most of it academically. Being well off is very euphoric even without companionship. You can buy lots of drugs and flex on other niggas.
1 moggedbyall 2018-05-26
bye anon. Hopefully I am as strong as you one day. I plan to sudoku in 2 years too.
1 Singlestick 2018-05-26
Goodbye Kimchi.
1 Crackcel 2018-05-26
My brother, I didn't catch this post early enough. I hope you managed to reconsider.
1 itsbeenover 2018-05-26
st.kimchicel
i'm sure no one opposes this man's canonization?
1 Aethelsthetic 2018-05-26
Praise St. Kimchicel
1 jesuz 2018-05-26
At least wait for fuckbots, in a few years you can live in the forest with your mechanical waifu.
1 Beterrrr 2018-05-26
Arrivederci
1 circlingldn 2018-05-26
get your LoL koreans together and hunger strike for pussy
1 Tookthemethpill 2018-05-26
Do what you have to do my man... i hope the afterlife is better for you than the one you were given on Earth.
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1 wickedword 2018-05-26
It's crazy how rarely you see responses like these to posts about suicide on this sub. It is truly a toxic cesspool of self-hate, regular hate, and the occasional rape fantasy. Zero value but to drag the psychologically vulnerable deeper toward OPs like this. Disgusting.
1 twinstwicetwinstwice 2018-05-26
I've never seen this group before today but this post made me feel very sad.
It makes me feel so sad as a person to see this level of hopelessness.
1 gufestus2 2018-05-26
Cool. Because most of us do feel this hopeless.
1 moggedbyall 2018-05-26
Try living with hopelessness for 30 years.
1 GazzaRowe 2018-05-26
Hope only leads you to depression when it inevitably gets crushed.
1 newtonian_claus 2018-05-26
We don't give a fuck about your pity. Leave us alone to die off in peace.
1 JelqFrost 2018-05-26
There's a low tolerance for bullshit platitudes here because incels have been forced to learn in the most painful way possible how misleading, cruel, and useless they are. People who prefer cliches can visit literally any other sub or forum on the Internet.
This is a sub for finding company in shared misery, not helping each other. Most of us are beyond help.
1 wickedword 2018-05-26
Fair enough. But it seems to, consistently, lead its users down a path to a - significantly - lower quality of life. Or worse, open hatred of others and discourse and narratives so grotesquely anti-social and amoral that literally ANY alternative to participation in it is probably preferable.
If it was just a safe-injection site for self-pity and validation through shared experience, that's be no problem, even healthy maybe. But this is a garden for growing ticking time bombs of suffering that spreads into IRL communities.
1 StrangeConstruction6 2018-05-26
No, it's the other way around and we all know you'll never admit that so go away.
People come here because IRL communities reject them sexually and otherwise. This is so deeply humiliating to the male psyche, and to a happy human life and any positive sense of self, that many kill themselves. You are putting the cart before the horse. People don't get unhappy because of incels. People don't stop chasing women because of porn. Video games don't cause violence.
1 wickedword 2018-05-26
I am not at all saying Incel communities create the monsters. Without question, society, broken cultures, ludicrous norms, and yes, a deepening cruelty among women, create them. Repeated cruelty by others, which is rewarded out there, creates them. I am 100% with you all up to that point.
But then what happens when those cracked creatures get here? Catharsis, of course, at least initially. Validation. Belonging. All good things. But then what? Assimilation into what? Maybe users in these communities don't care about being better monsters than the ones who created them. But they very quickly become as bad or close. And they should at least be self-aware about that hypocrisy. Any high ground they had when they arrive here is gone in a matter of weeks and months.
1 ChrisBrownApologist 2018-05-26
Normie logic truly is the worst, lol.
1 JelqFrost 2018-05-26
It's ridiculous to say that this sub is responsible for creating human monsters and hurting people because it's insufficiently positive. Do you think incels invented fatalism? That the miserable people who come here would never have read about or even been aware of the existence of any sort of amoral, negative narrative or philosophy if they hadn't see it here?
The majority of the men posting here have been shut out of a hugely important part of the human experience for reasons beyond their control. They've been driven to mental illness by the combination of a desire for relationships, intimacy and sex that is natural, biological and inescapable, and the fact that they will never have any of it. We can't have it but can't stop wanting it. Every day we see people who do, but when we dare to say that we want what everyone else does, we're called entitled. It's absurd to expect people in this situation to be responsible for the psychological well-being of others.
1 wickedword 2018-05-26
See my response above. I don't disagree with anything you just said. I've experienced some this first-hand, though certainly not to the extent many here have. Still, I'm very sympathetic to arguments like the ones you just made.
What I take issue with are the things that manifest and grow from the culture here, which began simply enough, but seems to have evolved into something more militant, ugly, acidic. I understand the desire is NOT betterment, acceptance, or normalization. But sure that mean that degradation and further derangement are acceptable outcomes of long-term exposure to this culture?
1 youjustabattlerapper 2018-05-26
Give concrete examples, where it is clear the context is not satirical or hyperbolic
1 JelqFrost 2018-05-26
The impressions you mention aren't totally off-base. It's probably the case that when your views are negative enough there isn't much difference between explaining and advocating for them (which everybody does; everyone wants to be understood and validated) and "cultivating viciousness".
It's also not exactly news that people who feel mariginalized or humiliated sometimes lash out, or at least try give back a little of the shit that they've taken. (Please note that I'm not justifying physical violence here.)
There's nothing that can be done to fix our inceldom, so we do the only thing we really can: share our experiences so we can briefly feel a little less alone. As for "acceptable outcomes": who cares? I'm not a fan of the word "cuck" that gets used here, but it's hard to imagine anything more cuck than worrying about the approval of people who've made it clear that you are unwanted.
1 demonaspet 2018-05-26
boohoo I can't get my dick wet because I'm an asshole and have impossible unrealistic standards waaah
1 moggedbyall 2018-05-26
I read your comment and now I am a 8/10 Chad lite with a Veronica. Thanks for posting. You may leave now. No need to come back.
1 wickedword 2018-05-26
Substantive and super quippy! The point was not that anyone is here to "save" anyone. The point was that, hey! What if this community focused on shared experience and wasnt infested with quippy, sociopathic, parasite-twats who can't even pull off "snarky, angsty clever" with any originality?
1 Carkudo 2018-05-26
Be that change - leave this place.
1 ap018734 2018-05-26
Coming from a person who writes shitloads of pointless dreck with no substance that is rich.
1 wickedword 2018-05-26
Oh shit! Well, I never anticipated running into Philip Roth, himself, in the bowels of r/braincels. Sir! I have nothing to say for myself.
Haha. I'd say I, at least, match - and typically exceed - the substance of the discourse on this shit-fueled, hate-scow of a community. But really, that's not a super high bar. And what is it that you add, boss?
1 ap018734 2018-05-26
Funny thing is that you think you are being intelligent and witty but in all truth, I've no fucking idea what you're trying to convey.
1 AT0MIC_ACE_PUGG 2018-05-26
How about we take turns beating your ass
1 twinstwicetwinstwice 2018-05-26
You can't scare me. I gave birth to two babies back to back with no pain meds, bruh.
1 AT0MIC_ACE_PUGG 2018-05-26
I'm not trying to scare you
1 twinstwicetwinstwice 2018-05-26
I don't want to argue with you. I wish you well.
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1 SoNotMarshall 2018-05-26
What a shocker, another woman that thinks you can find a partner just by living your life. Women will never be able to understand loneliness, they have had men begging to date them since puberty.
1 twinstwicetwinstwice 2018-05-26
He has barely scratched the surface of what life has to offer. He's a kid not even old enough to buy a beer.
I'm not interested in having a contest to see who has suffered more. I'm not pretending to have suffered.
I'm saying he shouldn't kill himself. Are you saying he should? Shit.
And as for finding a partner, a lot of you all are still kids who need to figure out how to be healthy, secure, and able to provide for a family before you start thinking about having a partner.
1 beancel 2018-05-26
I think we're all aware of this. Personally I am going to rope because every day I see how much the world has to offer, so many things to do and see, people to meet, it's all really complicated and interesting, the things people have done are amazing, so much to think about and experience. But I just get to observe that shit, being a subhuman looking through the glass at what life has to offer, rope is the only answer for a lot of us
1 MozzerDozzer 2018-05-26
Case in point about af/bb.
1 StrangeConstruction6 2018-05-26
Ya know. Most of the time I hate the fucking black pill, but when these wenches outright state:
I'm thankful we all know the bullshit game they're playing.
NO HYMEN NO DIAMOND. If that means no marriage, then nothing changed.
1 demonaspet 2018-05-26
I love incels. Impossible standards + little to offer women + horrible attitude.
1 throwawayxxxtempxxx 2018-05-26
1 demonaspet 2018-05-26
The older you get the more ridiculous that is. It has zero impact on your potential relationship. That's like me saying I need a car my whole life would be better, it's all I need. Honda civic? Go fuck yourself, I want a Mercedes. Just fuck whomever is into it and have fun.
1 throwawayxxxtempxxx 2018-05-26
I would but no one is into it and probably no one ever will be
1 demonaspet 2018-05-26
How old are you? I didn't get laid until I was 19. Probably would have been a lot longer but got really lucky. Didn't start getting regular sex until 25. Things change. I changed. Slowly. Still sucks.
1 throwawayxxxtempxxx 2018-05-26
21, it’s not a matter of me being too young it’s just never going to happen
1 newtonian_claus 2018-05-26
Quote of a generation, thanks for that
1 twinstwicetwinstwice 2018-05-26
Give me a break! I've been with my husband since I was 18 years old. 20 years, one man, five kids. That's okay, keep being miserable. I'm sure that'll work out great for you. Honestly, I think a lot of you guys are actually gay but in deep denial about it. You claim to want women, yet you hate women, and then obsess about Chad. Why don't you just admit that you're jealous of women because they are getting Chad when you want him for yourself.
1 raspectwahmen 2018-05-26
eyeroll
Maybe homophobia should be against the rules?
1 UserN-me 2018-05-26
I’m not a conservative what so ever...but they have a point.
Why should they be virgins and lose it to a non-virgin?
Look, I get it.
Many these guys are virgins probably late teens and early 20s, I was an incel then too so your claim that they can’t expect to find a virgin themselves and be 25.
But...you can see the resentment there at least can’t you?
1 itsbeenover 2018-05-26
LOL they just want us to fall in line and pick up the scraps
1 ChrisBrownApologist 2018-05-26
Life has nothing to offer for an incel, dumbass
1 KevinVeneto 2018-05-26
LOLOL U LITTERALLY SAID MALES HAVE TO PROVIDE FOR A FAMILY BEGORE GETTING A PARTNER WHEN CHAD ETC GET PARTNERS WITH NO EFFORT LMAO
1 twhmike 2018-05-26
Is there no point to life besides finding a partner? For what, sexual gratification? A need to show them off as some kind of proof of having self-worth? You talk about understanding loneliness, yet you’d rather encourage suicide than be there for someone who really needs someone to talk to.
1 someblokexd 2018-05-26
incels get rejected in all facets of life not just relationships. TRUECELS will never be taken seriously because of how physically unsettling they look. it effects, work, social life, hobbies etc. the rabbit hole goes much further than just being undesired by women. truecels are merely fillers in this society.
1 hwaite 2018-05-26
Think how much the world has changed in the last 100 years and extrapolate another century into the future. Kid is not even 20; who knows what sort of life-improving developments will occur in OP's lifetime? Dude could be living it up on the Holodeck before this thing is through.
Also, what's so bad about the 'beta bux' life? Posters on this sub suggest that only 10-20 percent of males are 'chads'. Is popular consensus that the remainder have lives not worth living? Doesn't a short, ugly US citizen in the top 2% of his class have better prospects than the vast majority of people on the planet?
Hormones are out of control at that age and the acute pain of being alone is at its worst. As time passes, OP will (a) become more desirable (even if only for all the cynical reasons that incels harp on) and (b) care less about getting laid. There are worse things than "betabuxx[ing] some used up slut". After seeing people persevere in the face of massive tragedy all over the world, doesn't it seem weird to give up on life over a sexless & lonely adolescence?
1 twhmike 2018-05-26
Stop telling yourself and other people that you’re a filler in this society. I’ve known plenty of attractive people I would consider “filler” to society, and opposite of that, a ton of physically unsettling people that have created/contributed great things to this world. No doubt it can be painful when you’re discriminated in all aspects of life based on physical appearance. In no way does that mean you are worthless. I’m not going to feed you some bullshit saying you can fix being treated worse in society by getting a gym membership and a haircut, but you can still accomplish awesome things with less than ideal genes. We’re all on an equal playing field here on the Internet, and the only people I find disgusting are the ones endorsing a person who’s clearly in pain and hurt to end their life.
1 gufestus2 2018-05-26
For ugly guys. Chads have no problems in high school, college or even after that.
1 bcat124 2018-05-26
For chads, highschool and college are the best times of their life. This whole "highschool sucks" is one gigantic cope.
1 moggedbyall 2018-05-26
get the fuck out of here. OP would rather commit suicide than listening to a foid.
1 ChrisBrownApologist 2018-05-26
Downvoted this trite garbage.
1 ap018734 2018-05-26
Take your platitudes and piss off, roastie.
1 showercel 2018-05-26
Shut the fuck up normoid.
1 ATrashcanInHumanForm 2018-05-26
What a fucking joke, college is fucking worse than high school, this guy has nothing, he's short as fuck and asian, if he failed when he was competing against some teenagers he stands no chance against college men. I tried killing myself in senior year, every single day I regret my failure.
1 RedPillMGTOW 2018-05-26
Don´t go out alone. It can be dangerous in the dark.
1 VoidPillz 2018-05-26
Rope is such a waste though.
1 Rolando_Mierka 2018-05-26
If I was keen on rope, I'd blast so much heroin. I'd be a giga-junkie.
1 VoidPillz 2018-05-26
Blast heroine, rape, murder. It's all fair game.
1 DEPTHERROR 2018-05-26
RIP
1 PitifulCondition 2018-05-26
Damn your sisters fuck chad on your bed? Where is your asian honour lmao.
1 moggedbyall 2018-05-26
in Asia.
1 mylittlehandgun 2018-05-26
Asians don't have "honor" in that sense. If it was Currys or muslims, there would be some "honor" to reckon.
1 The_Real_Stannis 2018-05-26
Sweet retribution in the form of stoning
1 circlingldn 2018-05-26
honour forced seppuku
1 undeadcel 2018-05-26
Rip brother, another truecel killed by roasties and normans
1 KaitonREEEEE 2018-05-26
Rope seems like a terrible way to go tbh. Seems painful af
1 moggedbyall 2018-05-26
most reliable after guns though.
1 ChrisBrownApologist 2018-05-26
Try sodium azide. Go on 8chan Sui board for info
1 apoptosiscel 2018-05-26
I read that it causes seizures, convulsions, nausea, vomiting and loads of other shit though. Thinking of using fent because the symptoms seem no where as bad
1 ChrisBrownApologist 2018-05-26
Fent is def better if you can get it. Good luck man. I actually took a sip of some azide today 200mL of distilled water and 2mg of azide. There is definitely nausea and so on but the idea is that it knocks you out quickly. A gun is the best way but bleh. It's all about access and I live in a cucked state.
1 Mayu_mi 2018-05-26
You don't even seem to be that bad compared to other Asian guys that I know. I can dm you my Discord username if you want to talk.
1 foreignincel4 2018-05-26
oh shit man these posts scares me because i dont want in any way to have anything to do with the fact that you will sui cause i dont want to go to hell.
you sure there is no alternative to your one and only life you have?
1 BloodSurgery 2018-05-26
Got any advice for a 15 y/o kiddo like me?
1 191132 2018-05-26
looksmax
looksmax
looksmax
1 lpo33 2018-05-26
Try to clear your mind of whatever opinions you've picked up from here and just enjoy your childhood. In 10 years (actually probably even just 5 years) you will cringe hard at anything you've written at 15.
1 andinuad 2018-05-26
Your body is not fully developed at that age, so you may still grow well during the last years.
1 deathlyhapa 2018-05-26
can you share a picture of your pet rope?
1 bkiwi 2018-05-26
Make sure you livestream it and post the link here
1 eyewant 2018-05-26
Stop right there! If you really want a girl, go to a country where the majority is black. They love asians.
Secondly, if you were smart enough to be tenth of your class, Im sure you have other prospects.
1 moggedbyall 2018-05-26
"just go find a jungle dweller bro"
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1 bengalsturntup5532 2018-05-26
Why not just go bruce lee on peoole
1 HendersonDaRainKing 2018-05-26
You're evil
1 AyeThatsAGoodNagger 2018-05-26
I’m too OCD to see posts like this and not freak out. Now I feel like I have to do something to save this guy, but I don’t know exactly what strategy to use.
Just pm me plz
1 cocoriccco 2018-05-26
Make a list of things that would prevent yourself from self harm and then do them as long as they are less crazy than killing yourself. You want to take a year off and work out every day until you're Bruce Lee equivalent? Do it. You want to start a business where you give attractive models free massages? Try it.
Just live your life to the fullest.
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1 Graptap 2018-05-26
u/Board_Gaming you should lock this
1 moggedbyall 2018-05-26
fuck off bastard
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1 itsbeenover 2018-05-26
just be okay with being subhuman trash bro
1 young_roastie 2018-05-26
But like? I think it's better to find happiness through other things than just ending any chance at happiness at all. He's smart, he CAN find happiness. It may just not come in the way he thinks it will.
1 itsbeenover 2018-05-26
just find happiness in being a lonely, ugly loser who will never be the object of a woman's desire, just work hard in school without any positive reinforcement in the way of romance or friendship, just live a cucked, miserable life and die of old age, unloved, and most importantly, quiet so you don't offend women who have everything you have, for some reason
1 young_roastie 2018-05-26
I don't remember him saying anything about not having friends? Why bring that up?
Also, If you set goals for yourself and reach them you activate the reward center of your brain. Which makes you happy. If he were to set goals for himself academically and reach them then his own biology would give him positive reinforcement.
If he makes a lot of money then he can spend a lot on himself and live more than comfortably. He can have friends. He could make himself happy. I'm not suggesting he just work at McDonald's for his whole life till he dies. He graduated tenth in his class, he's smart and could make something of himself. There are some incredible things you can experience in life besides just a romantic relationship. Validation is important but there are other forms of it than just being desired sexually.
I don't know why you're so determined to make someone go through with suicide? Especially someone so young. He hasn't even had the chance to experience freedom from his parents. There are many ways to take control of your own life other than ending it. He hasn't even truly had the chance to try yet.
1 itsbeenover 2018-05-26
just cheat your brain into releasing chemicals that make you happy bro, just work hard in school (even though you got rejected), even though you don't have any positive reinforcement by way of companionship, romance, intimacy, passion, and commitment bro, just make a lot of money and buy frivolous things bro, just buy a nice house and live completely alone in it, buy nice clothes and a car and have everyone look at you and realize you're just compensating for your subhuman looks bro
just keep trying to make your life more hollow, more worthless, since everything is a cope to cover up the fact that you're a subhuman and dating is a losing game for you bro
rip st.kimchicel, rip st. stagetail, rip st. blackpill98, rip. st.shuaiby
lookism is a bitch
1 young_roastie 2018-05-26
He's like what? 18? When I've seen people here that wouldn't even consider him incel yet he should just rope?
He could have friends in college, and lots of people go through college single. That's assuming he would be single though. As much as I'd like to say anyone can find love I think if it's to the point he's suicidal over it I shouldn't give lines that are often repeated over and over again. So instead I opted to point out there are literally other things that you can live for. He could find a purpose, maybe that's through work or hobbies or heck maybe he'll find his calling doing something like raising abandoned puppies. There is always something to live for. Always a goal you can accomplish. Always something to drive you. If you look for it.
And honestly? if looks are so important that someone that can't get a girlfriend should just kill themselves,(and yeah this is kind of one of those "just___ bro" things) why is plastic surgery cope? Especially for someone that could go to school and make a lot of money in their career and pay for high quality plastic surgery? Because "they should love me for me"? Girl's "fall in love" with Chad's face, which isn't "him" it's a product of his genetics. The only difference is Chad didn't pick his face and the person with plastic surgery did. So what. If the only thing worth living for is attention from women then why not try that last resort before roping? If there's that chance at happiness why not even try?
But really, what are you getting out of this? If this were your post I could understand, but this isn't about you. Why are you trying so hard to make this guy kill himself?
1 itsbeenover 2018-05-26
Just have friends and watch them do better with women than you ever will bro. Just make it through college without female companionship in a non-platonic way bro. Just make it bro, even though it might be hard to get top grades and deal with crippling loneliness at the same time, but just make it bro. Just be selfless and raise puppies and hope it covers up the void in your heart left by hypergamy, degeneracy, and lookism bro. Just fill up your life with empty copes and goals bro.
Just change your face bro. Just go to school, as hard as college might be when you have no support, and then just get a job, as hard as that might be with lookism being as relevant as it is in the workplace, bro. Just dedicate your life to getting plastic surgery without knowing if you have issues that can be fixed with surgery bro.
Rip. Kimchicel
1 young_roastie 2018-05-26
You aren't answering my question. What are you getting out of trying to make someone commit suicide? Why are you glorifying it? Why are you acting like suicides are like martyrs? They aren't.
Your main argument is literally "it's too hard why bother?" Because life is hard, it's hard for everyone. Everyone struggles. Friends are cope, romance is cope, love is cope: to make living easier and give our lives meaning.
I'm tried of the "even good things are actually bad waaaaah" mindset you have. You're making excuses not to try, which is a childish mindset. "It wouldn't matter if I tried, I would still fail!" So you don't even try and get no where. I'm not even talking about women but at least you can work hard and if you DO fail you know you tried your best. You can cry to society all you want but society doesn't give a shit and keeps moving forward. It's not going to change for one person and it won't do more than tell you "yeah that sucks dude". If you truly believe all that shit you've been saying what the hell are you doing with your life? Just actively trying to make people kill themselves so you can convince yourself you're "saving them" for a hard life? You aren't helping anyone. This subreddit is fucking toxic and you are a prime example why. No support group would argue that someone should kill themselves.
He could have friends and be happy for them. He could make a point of only making friends with the "biggest losers" that he thinks will never find a girl. He can choose his own social circle. College is hard for everyone, lots of people experience depression and other mental health issues during college: it's very stressful. The amount of people I know that have had numerous breakdowns and are alcoholics is staggering. They have counseling services for students on campus for a reason.
College isn't for everyone, he could go into a trade. Trade schools are thirsty for anybody and everybody. Some trades have great pay and projections. He could actually enjoy the trade more then whatever random degree he'd instead be going for.
Finding a purpose in life can be great. It's something to live for. It makes you feel good. If he's happy who cares if it's "cope"? If he's happy he succeeded.
"Missing out" on some of life is better than missing out on literally all of it. He doesn't have to beta bux. He's young af. I never really phrased my comments with the goal of getting him a girl, because whether or not that happens he should just do shit for himself. Live for himself and if he gets a girl great! If not, then he wasn't planning for it anyway. Living a good life "alone" (ya know with friends and family, but no gf so alone) is better than living a shit life complaining about it.
1 itsbeenover 2018-05-26
kimchi is dead, rest in peace
1 young_roastie 2018-05-26
This sub is fucking toxic. It's no support group. All it is is people making themselves and others more and more depressed before telling others or being told to kill themselves. That kid shouldn't have even been here. He was a kid, still in highschool. Had his whole life ahead of him. This is fucking tragic and so many in the god damn comments were just saying for him to kill himself then after the fact being like "wow, look how sad"
1 itsbeenover 2018-05-26
RIP kimchicel, these normies never had your back
1 young_roastie 2018-05-26
And you had his back? You were telling this kid to not kill himself? You were hoping he'd make it through his struggles and be happy? You were hoping he'd live a long happy life?
1 itsbeenover 2018-05-26
i was operating under the assumption that he was already dead tbh tbh
1 ummyourdaddy 2018-05-26
roastard.
1 young_roastie 2018-05-26
Oh no, I've been... Burned. How do I go on with my life after an incel mocked the way I type? /s
1 ummyourdaddy 2018-05-26
Oh my god how can I let others know I'm sarcastic? /s
dumb whore.
1 young_roastie 2018-05-26
Whatever you gotta tell yourself to feel better dude
1 jotaro_kuj0 2018-05-26
C'mon man..theres more than one college to apply. Don't lose hope.
1 SaintKines 2018-05-26
Get a hooker before you do anything final brother. Nobody gets a virgin girl so forget that. Don't leave this world without fucking at least once. Just go to a good brothel in Nevada. Save up for it if you have to. Then make your decision. Also on the subject of virgins, if one of you guys happened to land a virgin you would just be guaranteeing that it wouldn't last. NO girl in the history of man kind stays with the man she loses her virginity to. Be realistic guys. Once you accept that then it's just a matter of how many is too much for you. On top of that you can never know if what she tells you is her real number so you have to drop the used up girl shit and not worry about it. Go to a brothel once before you depart.
1 autisticzeebrah 2018-05-26
blame affirmative action.
1 einherjarwannabe 2018-05-26
Stop it man. Probably a lot of people will want to be in your position. Being in the top 10 from 600 is no joke and I hope you stop obsessing about getting a girl, and just try to find things that you'll likely enjoy.
1 LilMrWoody 2018-05-26
Commit seppuku desu
1 Gooi-a-weg 2018-05-26
Women aren't everything, actually, they're pretty close to nothing. Live for yourself, it may be over now but sexrobots are here soon anyway
1 Gorlak_ 2018-05-26
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1 lifeisgoodagain 2018-05-26
if you're 10th out of 600 that means youre smart. You'll be rich and successful. You may be unlucky during undergrad apps, but you'll be successful in the future because you're intelligent (med school, software, oil jobs).
1 ssa_ga_ji 2018-05-26
I feel physically ill from seeing all the comments encouraging OP to go through with suicide. OP, if you’re still with us, please don’t, I beg you.
1 showercel 2018-05-26
Shut the fuck up normie
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1 KingBlackfyre 2018-05-26
What if I told you that life is just a endless loop and you will have to live through everything again after death,with no changes whatsoever.
1 perfsmerf 2018-05-26
What?
1 moggedbyall 2018-05-26
Sorry the world and nature failed you. May you get the right genes in the next life or the after life.
1 Singlestick 2018-05-26
Hey, Kimchicel. If you're still there, I promise to join you when I get the courage.
You sound like a good guy. It's too bad we never got the chance to hang out irl.
I'll see you after I fight the Holy War in the Neo-Crusades.
1 theeworstyasuo 2018-05-26
TBH youre a fucking pussy dude, I understand your pain and even if there is no hope in getting a woman for you... who the fuck cares? you really gonna let pussy control your life that much? pussy isnt even 5% of life my dude.
1 VartanX 2018-05-26
No, moron. It's not just about pussy. It's about love. And don't fuck tell me "that's what friends and family are for". Family and friends won't give you the kind of love a man desires.
1 theeworstyasuo 2018-05-26
I wouldn't say that cus I understand. But love from a woman is not all there is. Trust me, I know you guys want a gf and a woman to love you more than anything, but honestly it's not very good and I would go as far to say that I would rather be by myself than deal with a woman. You aren't missing out on much, don't need to kill yourselves stop being pussies ffs. You can be the chadest of Chad's and still get cheated on. I understand where you're coming from but trust me it's not worth roping yourself over.
1 VartanX 2018-05-26
Here, I fixed for you (you can say that to a starving person)
But love of food is not all there is. Trust me, I know you guys want food more than anything, but honestly it's not very good and I would go as far to say that I would rather be by myself than deal with food.
1 theeworstyasuo 2018-05-26
That's a fucking retarded analogy. You can't physically live without food but you can easily physically live without pussy.
1 VartanX 2018-05-26
No, you fucking moron. I've told you, it's not about pussy, it's about being validation as a human being who's worthy of being intimate with. Sure, you can live without affection. Without food you die within weeks, but without love you die slow and torturous death that can last a lifetime. Why can't you normphaggots understand that?
1 theeworstyasuo 2018-05-26
Because it's way worse and torturous when you've had good pussy for a little bit and watch it just fly away as soon as something goes wrong with you (I got a disease that made me lose all my muscle and I'm skinny as fuck now) now my gf is on the verge of leaving me and constantly making me feel like shit and prob cheating on me, I've lost it all and I don't think I'm going to be able to get it back. Ignorance to the experience is bliss. I'd do anything to go back. I can't even jack off without feeling like absolute dogshit it's not the same at all. It's impossible for me to get enjoyment out of even jacking off and now women don't look at me the same at all and just either feel bad for me or think I'm creepy.
1 VartanX 2018-05-26
I am sorry you're going through this, but nobody says that finding love is a cure for everything. Sure, it isn't. But you can't say it's insignificant based solely on your own unfortunate experience.
1 AdamBomb1945 2018-05-26
You’re probably already dead, but hope you avoid any more pain
1 lpo33 2018-05-26
Still in high school and you've been reading this for four years? So since you were like 13?
That's really corrupting. A few of my friends were "late bloomers" (kissless virgins until after college), and yeah they probably would have given up if they were absorbing this all through school. You're easily impressionable and have absolutely no perspective at that age.
The internet is really doing work on our society. Please pause and seek help outside of here.
1 showercel 2018-05-26
Shut the fuck up normie
1 sailorgangordie 2018-05-26
Immigrant parents are so fucking shit man.
As an arabcel I can relate, my parents were strict cunts who never allowed me to socialize or party meanwhile white males were allowed to do whatever they wanted and go to parties and get drunk at age 13. The dumbest shit is that they allowed my younger sister to do whatever she wanted, shes probably been pumped and dumped by many Chad's. Immigrant parents are genuine trash yo their Male sons, they want us to be beta bucks and sent prepare us for life in the west. I fucking HATEE my parents with a passion.
1 ibtem 2018-05-26
bro I still wouldn't kill myself no matter what happens. Society has brainwashed us that having loooove etc. is the only thing that is important and if you dont get that, your life is worthless. I wont deny that living alone is trash but life still has some amount of value while you're alone.
at the very least you should beat the everliving shit out of your sisters and or their boyfriends if they dont stop after you tell them to stop
1 Bimbleover 2018-05-26
Hey OP! I’m in SoCal too. Let’s talk? There’s more too life than you’re aware of right now.
1 Zyklon_Bae 2018-05-26
Let His love flow through you https://i.redditmedia.com/BwDdsahF8l84_YHJbthpE64B90FIysI83hbTZD4tKxI.jpg?w=364&s=207a56e638bab945dda254f8b8d03be4
1 Showtime1323 2018-05-26
Or... You could just ride it out and see what ends up happening. Fuck it what's the worse that can happen? If you wanna die anyway the you don't need to give a fuck what ur parents or anyone thinks cause they will never think worse of you then you killing urself..
So just fuck it go out and live and do crazy shit, save up some money and travel the world alone, try heroin I don't fucking know theres alot of stuff you could do that's better and more entertaining then killing urself
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1 MiamiAndMerch 2018-05-26
This is sadly weird, most comments are co-signing or sending him off instead of trying to figure out a solution. You may think suicide is the only solution when it is not; seriously relocate, get plastic surgery, date outside of your race, go to the gym and dermatologist. It’s frustrating to read the comments and it saddens me to read your personal story.
I always keep in mind there is someone in a worst position then myself; starving, being raped, living with stage 4 cancer, homeless, disabled, and so on.
Everyone has short coming but in this day and age if some broke high education level women and men can work their ass to get money and credit for plastic surgery. Or whatever superficial issues people are experiencing then just hustle. So many regular people non-chad and non-Stacey’s alike elevate themselves. Community college, working multiple jobs, whatever must be done if you want better for yourself where the determination and effort to do so?
I creep on this sub because I am sympathetic and frustrated by the POV of a number of the stories and comments I see on here. Idk, I know people like to wallow in sadness, depression, low self esteem but there are answers and you have to find them and actually use them to your advantage.
1 newtonian_claus 2018-05-26
Too late bro. Sorry. He's in a better place now, hopefully.
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1 MiamiAndMerch 2018-05-26
It happens in a lot of cultures, sometimes you’ll find someone more receptive in another race
1 Infinite_Return 2018-05-26
I hope you find the peace you're looking for. I'm sorry that nature was cruel to you. It has been cruel to me too. Take care, bro! I respect your decision.
1 mrThesselrot 2018-05-26
You're pretty young. Don't rope yet. Wait till 30 and if its really bad by then. Consider roping then. Either way. If you're really going to rope. Know the probability of popping somewhere else as incel is just as likely.
1 youjustabattlerapper 2018-05-26
Why do you have to die because the world is fucked? At least be furious enough to extract pounds of flesh for 50+ more years then see what happens after those 50 years - get rich enough to strategically ruin lives or something idk
1 Emsogib 2018-05-26
You don’t need a woman to make you happy. Whilst you may /want/ a woman, there is so much more to life than sex and relationships. And this is coming from a woman.
1 bigantennaemay1 2018-05-26
Yeah, coming from someone who can get sex and relationships at a whim. Fuck off, roastie cunt.
1 Emsogib 2018-05-26
Thank you, but I don’t do the sexy sex.
1 PaleBoy7 2018-05-26
Chances are they accepted a black dude over you for muh diversity. Feels bad man See you on the other side. Convert to Islam before death to receive 72 virgins
1 PaleBoy7 2018-05-26
The “fucks them in my bed because it’s bigger” quote sounds familiar, I swear I read it in another post awhile back 🤔
1 inuyoshi1 2018-05-26
You are doing the right thing. Fuck these horrible people who wish that you suffer eternally
1 BF8211 2018-05-26
Realizing I didn't have enough money to go to virtually any university I got into was the closest I've ever been to roping.
1 cdc10lb 2018-05-26
Farewell brother
1 based_meme 2018-05-26
Don't do it. Don't let them win. Live well and be the aspect of spite. They want you to die. Flip both fingers at them and live an interesting life. Don't let those cunts define your life. Don't let those cunts define you.
1 kloimo 2018-05-26
Hey bro do you need to talk
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1 someblokexd 2018-05-26
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1 Ovenmaster6000000 2018-05-26
You can be happy without needing roasties. Take the golden pill and forge yourself in the temples of iron. Life can suck and depression can bring you low but you can find happiness in life without the approval of others. I dont know you but I want you to know that there is happiness in this life for you. The blackpill isn't the only pill, there are other options.
Best of luck
1 Beta_Bux_Alpha_Fucks 2018-05-26
Man I fucking hate Asian foids. Noodle whores and curry sluts are the absolute fucking worst, you can't even call them human beings anymore. Wretched creatures deprived of any self worth and self respect. I feel so fucking bad for RiceCels and CurryCels. The women who are supposed to have your back have turned on you and now actively participate in the racism against you as well. To make matters worse, whenever any of these cunts tries to be a "champion" for minority rights or talk about how POC need to stick together, they're ALWAYS fucking/dating/married a cumskin. It was good to see that Alek managed to slaughter two wretched noodle creatures and one curry creature in his rampage.
I am so fucking sorry for what you've gone through mate. This world is too fucked for us ugly subhumans, we have no place in it. When I think about it i'm actually surprised that more of us haven't roped. I really wish I had the courage to rope. May death's sweet embrace provide you everything you've sought after in this life. I never got to know you mate, but i'll miss you and i'll never forget you. Say hello to our Saint, all the other incels who roped, for us.
Vai amico libero da fardelli e paura. Requiescat in Pace. (Go forward friend, unburdened and unafraid. Rest in peace.)
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1 DatCenturianBoi 2018-05-26
Dear god you incels have problems
1 fishyboiz 2018-05-26
This post is disgusting. I can't believe you've been driven to such a state.
1 Gjork 2018-05-26
Insert obligatory 'I'm just a lurker and not an incel' note here.
I don't know how serious you are about this stuff, as in the 5 days that I've known about this sub (or even what an "incel" is) I've seen a lot of jokes about suicide. Also, if u/twinstwicetwinstwice heartfelt advice wasn't enough to convince you to reconsider, then I'm likely wasting my time.
Look, not getting into UCLA sucks, but there's another way. Move to LA, go to a community college near your friends for 2 years, take five honors classes (really easy to get into and do), and then transfer into UCLA. You'll be eligible for TAP certification with the five honors classes. They say this "increases your chances dramatically" but it's virtually a guaranteed ticket in. Do a paid 75 hour internship or two for extra resume padding (and money) and you've eliminated the possibility of rejection.
Yeah, it's not as good as going to the same school as your friends right now. But if they are actually your friends then they'll still make time for you. You can use the ease of these community college level classes to spend additional time working towards meaningful goals; like getting into shape (I've gathered that you guys hate this advice, but whatever), talking to girls who you'll likely never see again (fuck it, what's the worst that can happen?), making some contacts in your desired industry, and becoming excellent at whatever it is that you're wanting to be.
I'm not going to pretend to understand this subculture, or what you're going through. I'm not the right person to help you with depression or advice on women. But PM me if you want some more insight on getting into a University of California school.
1 foxxyrd 2018-05-26
Find a Koreaboo. If you are Korean they will fuck you probably listening to some BTS or some shit. Do it for the pussy.
1 _worst_friend_ever 2018-05-26
Why was OP's account suspended?
1 _Roach_King_ 2018-05-26
i hope you can see that there is love here in this community, and that we love you bro, just get a good job you'll get good enough women with money
1 _Roach_King_ 2018-05-26
i dont know whats more pathetic these guys that just for some reason couldnt get pussy or these normie retards trying to give craptastic advice
1 Brazierlord69 2018-05-26
if ur NT you can get sex. just because u dont get any in HS does not mean u wont in college. besides i went through uni with no sex and basically no friends and the only thing i regret is not talking to my professors to work for them everyone else can go fuck themselves
1 einherjarwannabe 2018-05-26
Give yourself more time to think about this. You may be committing a mistake that you can never undo. Finish undergrad first.
1 bros_and_cons 2018-05-26
if it means anything, i went to ucla and no one even distinguished between transfer students and 4-year students. i knew plenty of transfers in my social circle who joined fraternities or whatever and still got the full "college experience." plus as you probably know even a chimpanzee could transfer into even the best uc schools with the way the transfer process is set up
incel is incel, but a lot of your grief seems to be college-based and you can still make that shit happen
1 apoptosiscel 2018-05-26
I read that it causes seizures, convulsions, nausea, vomiting and loads of other shit though. Thinking of using fent because the symptoms seem no where as bad
1 wickedword 2018-05-26
Oh shit! Well, I never anticipated running into Philip Roth, himself, in the bowels of r/braincels. Sir! I have nothing to say for myself.
Haha. I'd say I, at least, match - and typically exceed - the substance of the discourse on this shit-fueled, hate-scow of a community. But really, that's not a super high bar. And what is it that you add, boss?