Or make things far worse. My last relationship was it for me. I dated a lot from 18 to 36 with 3 serious long term relationships. At least I can say I experienced love.
But my last one, it broke me. I think the only thing I regret or feel disappointed about is I did want to be a dad, I love kids and wanted to experience that.
But life doesnt give you everything you want.
I no longer date, and I have zero plans to. It makes life lonely.
To be truthful, aim just biding my time until my parents are both gone, then Ill be checking out of this life. Id do it today if I knew it wouldnt destroy them... and they were really good parents.
But yea, my last ex... she literally showed me just how evil people are. I trust no one. And other than my parents I dont give a shit about anyone anymore.
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Or make things far worse. My last relationship was it for me. I dated a lot from 18 to 36 with 3 serious long term relationships. At least I can say I experienced love.
But my last one, it broke me. I think the only thing I regret or feel disappointed about is I did want to be a dad, I love kids and wanted to experience that. [Continued...]
I think that if I ever found a woman who wanted to have a normal relationship, it would be my depression and anxiety that would ruin it, not the blackpill.
I just cope fantasizing about having a different upbringing, a different high school life, basically I live in an utopic past seen with rose-tinted glasses, while everything around me slowly crumbles.
I miss not being blackpilled and being an optimist teenager.
Life as an adult when you had a bad childhood is cold and dehumanizing.
I never can get into a relationship because I am an ugly ethnic. I still want a gf though. But it looks like the only scenario in that will happen is by being betabuxx. And honestly, the thought of being in a sexless, loveless marriage as betabuxx is a fate worse than rope IMO
26 comments
1 geneticwaste43 2018-05-26
For the last decade.
End me.
1 talkingtoleafy2 2018-05-26
yeah. im not blackpilled but i can never trust people. at all i cant even have a froendship
1 Revoltization 2018-05-26
be my gf plz im trustworthy
1 talkingtoleafy2 2018-05-26
if you were a girl and lived near me irl, sure. otherwise no
1 Revoltization 2018-05-26
volcel
1 talkingtoleafy2 2018-05-26
your volcel for not going gay
1 Revoltization 2018-05-26
cooope
1 turtlehobo 2018-05-26
Absolutely. It's truly over, there's no rehabilitation via prostitution, there's no beta bux ending, just a question of how soon I can die alone,
1 RoundAnswer 2018-05-26
The stress will kill me before too much longer.
What's the point of a hypothetical. It won't happen and never did so who cares whether it would have worked.
1 firmiiiiiip 2018-05-26
I am too far gone because of my disfigured body and face. My body will never be normal and any woman would instantly get disgusted at the sight of it.
The only option left for me is to copemaxx
1 kj107 2018-05-26
I'm an oldCel and after struggling for so long I've given up. Females aren't worth it.
1 phat_logic 2018-05-26
How old? Tell me your story of how you became an oldcel
1 EvilBananaManRD 2018-05-26
"He was so ugly that everyone died. The end."
1 Former-Incel-User 2018-05-26
I cannot trust females anymore and I would not be able to trust a girlfriend to not cheat on me behind my back
1 Jsm96 2018-05-26
Same.
1 brisante 2018-05-26
same here
1 CelderSrolls 2018-05-26
Exactly
1 Tookthemethpill 2018-05-26
I am only comfortable with dogs at this point. They love you no matter what.
1 supassholes 2018-05-26
dog fuckers supreme master race.
1 MozzerDozzer 2018-05-26
No.
1 themanthemythebeast 2018-05-26
they only love you because you feed them. there is no unconditional love.
1 lonelyfish94 2018-05-26
A girlfriend can help
1 SugarCoatFree 2018-05-26
Or make things far worse. My last relationship was it for me. I dated a lot from 18 to 36 with 3 serious long term relationships. At least I can say I experienced love.
But my last one, it broke me. I think the only thing I regret or feel disappointed about is I did want to be a dad, I love kids and wanted to experience that.
But life doesnt give you everything you want.
I no longer date, and I have zero plans to. It makes life lonely.
To be truthful, aim just biding my time until my parents are both gone, then Ill be checking out of this life. Id do it today if I knew it wouldnt destroy them... and they were really good parents.
But yea, my last ex... she literally showed me just how evil people are. I trust no one. And other than my parents I dont give a shit about anyone anymore.
1 lonelyfish94 2018-05-26
Tbh you sound more of a mgtow guy than an incel.
1 resavr_bot 2018-05-26
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Or make things far worse. My last relationship was it for me. I dated a lot from 18 to 36 with 3 serious long term relationships. At least I can say I experienced love.
But my last one, it broke me. I think the only thing I regret or feel disappointed about is I did want to be a dad, I love kids and wanted to experience that. [Continued...]
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1 Sniveling_Cur 2018-05-26
duh
1 rpeg 2018-05-26
It's a shame if you feel that way. Come back to earth. Learn to meditate.
1 shadowcat211 2018-05-26
I think that if I ever found a woman who wanted to have a normal relationship, it would be my depression and anxiety that would ruin it, not the blackpill.
1 CommunityCollegeHogg 2018-05-26
I'm incapable of trusting them, or anyone.
1 NewLoadsOfFun 2018-05-26
My life hasn't changed before knowing women hate me and now after
Just now I know I am seen as subhuman garbage to these whores
1 MagratM 2018-05-26
The black pill is arsenic. It slowly poisons you while being addictive.
1 richardbankz 2018-05-26
I just cope fantasizing about having a different upbringing, a different high school life, basically I live in an utopic past seen with rose-tinted glasses, while everything around me slowly crumbles. I miss not being blackpilled and being an optimist teenager. Life as an adult when you had a bad childhood is cold and dehumanizing.
1 Coping_for_life456 2018-05-26
I never can get into a relationship because I am an ugly ethnic. I still want a gf though. But it looks like the only scenario in that will happen is by being betabuxx. And honestly, the thought of being in a sexless, loveless marriage as betabuxx is a fate worse than rope IMO