Life is cruel to those born ugly. I intend on saying goodbye soon.
34 2018-05-24 by wantswan
It's a really depressing situation. I have no friends, no familial contacts, nothing to look forward when I wake up every day. There are no happy moments in my life anymore. I feel a great deal of the suffering wouldn't be there if I had any kind of meaningful relationship with someone, not necessarily a girl, but with anyone. But the bleaker and often less talked aspect of the blackpill is that uggos have difficulty even making and keeping male friends. I sometimes wonder where I'd be and what I'd be doing right now had I been born less ugly. I've wasted my entire youth, the prime years of my life being lonely, sad, and in suffering; and there's no bigger regret than this.
To the normies that roam these parts, I'd like to make clear that the suffering of an incel is not limited to him "getting his dick wet". It's the pain of social alienation and the psychological damage that an incel faces due to him being rejected consistently throughout his teens and adult life. The "lone-wolf-persona" is a myth. So is that one can somehow distract himself and focus on "greater goals". All humans NEED social connections, better if with the preferred sex, in order to remain healthy, psychologically and physiologically. Anyone who believes otherwise is simply being wilfully ignorant.
My problems extend to a few other areas of my life as well. But I firmly believe I'd have been better able to deal with those issues had I had a support system. Even in the seemingly ordinary hardships, such as getting stuck in traffic on the way home, or getting fired, the existence of such support system can make a tremendous impact, and even keep a person from killing himself.
I've been nearly sapped out of my will to live. The reasons goes beyond my inceldom, but that remains among the bigger factors. I planned my method some time ago, and will execute it soon in the coming days when I'll be too depressed to not care about the consequences. Life will always be unfair, uncaring, and ruthless toward us. But I sincerely hope your futures turn out better than mine.
45 comments
1 raspectwahmen 2018-05-24
Suicide is always an option brother. Don't live a life that you weren't supposed to live in the first place. Good luck.
1 qwep-mi 2018-05-24
If you still have friends youre a failed normie
1 trevmon2 2018-05-24
but he doesn't so whats the point of this
1 The_Real_Cannaman 2018-05-24
Than i'm a failed normie?
1 kj107 2018-05-24
It's not your fault (it's your parents fault).
1 Hawkeye1221 2018-05-24
Blaming others for problems you have is counterproductive. Making friends is hard keeping them is harder. Op should try and find something they like to do. Then run with it. Maybe they make friends though it, maybe they don’t. Either way they are doing something. Also maybe a pet would help. Not that my opinion matters, but depression is a motherfucker.
1 dontcomplain1 2018-05-24
cope
1 WhyNotLayDownAndRot 2018-05-24
fuck you
1 attrilla 2018-05-24
Full disclosure I'm not an incel, but I can totally sympathise with the ideas behind this sub and understand the difficulties that you guys feel and go through. I've been there dude, but there is always another option you don't have to say goodbye. It seems to me from reading your message you need someone to talk to at least, message me directly if you want to talk, I really think you should. Don't end it all man
1 ImGoingHomeForThis 2018-05-24
Downvoted for telling someone their life has value, yet incels can’t seem to understand why they’re looked at as a hate group. Fucking disgusting.
1 MemeTeam6Operative 2018-05-24
Nobody’s life has intrinsic value, including yours
1 ImGoingHomeForThis 2018-05-24
Someone’s angsty this morning.
1 MemeTeam6Operative 2018-05-24
I’m not angsty, and this isn’t an unheard of or uncommon philosophical viewpoint. Existential nihilism is a thing, as is antinatalism, and Schopenhaurian pessimism.
1 ImGoingHomeForThis 2018-05-24
Never said it was unheard of or uncommon; it’s exceedingly common in this sub. Also, no.
1 attrilla 2018-05-24
Whether you believe that are not, we shouldn't be encouraging people to kill themselves or even just standing by and letting it happen. The OP clearly wants some support, it's up to him if he wants to take that offer, there's always another way. Saying no ones life has intrinsic value on a post like this isn't helping anything
1 MemeTeam6Operative 2018-05-24
He has nothing to live for as he said himself, every man and woman should be free to live or end life on their own terms
1 attrilla 2018-05-24
Ok whatever, my comment wasn't meant for you it was meant for OP so don't bother replying to me
1 Quixificent 2018-05-24
If OP were completely and totally sure, he wouldn't have posted here about it. He would have just done it. He also wouldn't have made a post on this very same day in TimeToGo that is more along the lines of seeking help or comfort, and says nothing about officially deciding to end it. The current evidence suggests that OP is not actually sure. No one can stop him from ending his life, but he may very well be seeking counterarguments or a form of support. Like I said, if he were truly convinced of it and completely intent on killing himself, he wouldn't make posts about it in communities on Reddit. He would just do it.
1 many_mean_comments 2018-05-24
If you're gonna do it, at least livestream it
1 wantswan 2018-05-24
The next time anyone is wondering why people hate on incel community, just come back to this comment.
1 many_mean_comments 2018-05-24
Nice. Hmu when the stream is up
1 andinuad 2018-05-24
The irony is that it is far from certain whether or not the person who replied to you is a regular of this subreddit or even an incel.
1 Quixificent 2018-05-24
Goading a person into livestreaming a suicide?
Prepare to be [removed]
1 many_mean_comments 2018-05-24
K I'll be waiting
1 FinalFantasycel 2018-05-24
cope
1 lonewolf-20000 2018-05-24
if you wamma chat. hit me up.
1 Detoxification- 2018-05-24
And why the fuck do you think that's going to help? You're an internet stranger. His problems will become no less severe before and after any hypothetical conversation he has with you.
1 lonewolf-20000 2018-05-24
oh come on. i suffer from problems too. chatting helps me quite a bit.
1 Quixificent 2018-05-24
It actually can help. If someone is in a moment of psychological desperation, even messages from people online can help (in that moment, anyway). In addition, if someone is extremely isolated, an Internet friend can be a big deal. (Friend as in someone you get to know over time, not just send a couple messages to and forget about). This is particularly true if the conversations leave Reddit and start taking place over the phone, etc. (I have done this for other incels before, so it does happen.)
1 INFJCarnivoreKate 2018-05-24
please don't do this. why don't you try going to different churches. even if you don't believe in God, churches are very welcoming and give a really good community. it can really help with the sense of loneliness
1 Currycell92 2018-05-24
I have been facing some health issues as well. Thinking abt ending it for a while now.
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1 RegencyFungus 2018-05-24
Please try calling the suicide prevention line at (800) 273-8255. I've been close to saying goodbye as well and it helped me out.
1 Detoxification- 2018-05-24
If the suicide hotline is sufficient to get you to stop killing yourself, you never really wanted to kill yourself in the first place.
1 Jameson114 2018-05-24
I sympathize with you dude. Rejection starts at a really young age. At 3 yo I was already being told to sit in a corner and shut up while my cousins were getting all the love and attention. I wasn't even an annoying kid, just ugly. That's all it takes. And being a little autistic and always thinking outside the box is no help either.
No doubt that lookism nowadays is the most powerful and silent form of discrimination.
I still met a girl though. Took 28 years (I'm now 38). Not a typical beauty but I don't care. She's the only friend I ever had. She saved my life.
It can still happen man.
1 bcat124 2018-05-24
You're lucky man. I hope it happens to me. Although im not sure how I would feel about it. Most girls today (at least where I live) are complete whores.
If I find out my partner had a shitton of sex with chads then settled for my ugly virgin ass, I'd always feel like a second choice. A stable betabux that she would leave at any opportunity.
1 Not_tellingYou 2018-05-24
Serious question, do you think when Chads settle down they are doing the same thing? After fucking infinite stacies, they finally marry a becky for stability? Should she feel bad?
1 bcat124 2018-05-24
if the becky is actually an ugly virgin girl who struggled her entire life with dating, then yeah. It looks like the dude is settling and won't bother cheating on her if the opportunity comes.
When a couple has one person that was very sexually active with much more attractive partners, while the other is an ugly virgin, there's just a weird power imbalance.
1 BlackWhiteRedYellow 2018-05-24
/r/suicidewatch
1 bcat124 2018-05-24
One big bonding experience for young men is getting girls/ talking about getting a girl/talking about your relationship. I did have male friends but I was always excluded from dating/relationship talk and activities. As time went by, I was more and more out of place until now where I am completely isolated.
Being an ugly male just has a snowball effect where everything goes from bad to worse as time goes by.
1 Detoxification- 2018-05-24
If you kill yourself, they get away with it. Live for vengeance.
1 zZacharyChad 2018-05-24
May Saint blackops2cel welcome you with open arms into the gates of incelhalla, peace be upon him.
1 holytoledo760 2018-05-24
May God's mercy reach you. Read your Bible a bit. There are so many inspirational portions. Jesus died to give you eternal salvation. Try to reach it. Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth. Like where Paul talks about his brothers being his crown and in Apocalypse where Jesus will be crowned but a certain number will be able to throw their earned crowns at his feet. Beautiful. Read the Psalms. Particularly 31 and 13.
There is also a portion where the bible talks about 144k who do not know a woman and conserved themselves and they will give a new song to the Lord at all times.
Have a dream. May God be that dream. Amen.
I really hope you don't do it.
1 dj10show 2018-05-24
Religion is the biggest cope there is
1 holytoledo760 2018-05-24
Jesus clearly talks about this Earth being the domain of someone else. Most people do not seem to realize that. He will come rule for 1k years (take your pick of who I speak of here, both apply). Eventually Heaven.
1 MrTotenkopf 2018-05-24
Bye. And remember, suspension hanging > cutting.
Cutting is for girls with daddy issues.
1 Quixificent 2018-05-24
So, I'm curious. Which issues drive people to bully other people online?
Reported for encouraging suicide. If you had at least presented a logically sound pro-euthanasia argument, I wouldn't report you. But your tone suggests youre
1 MrTotenkopf 2018-05-24
Just a question that came to my mind, how comes this sub doesn't have a Suicide Prevention bot? Not trying to be hostile here, but the more, well, depressing subs all have them in some shape or form.
1 Quixificent 2018-05-24
Because many users would be hostile towards it. Many hope that euthanasia for depression will become legal. Also, what can a suicide prevention bot do? It's a damn soulless bot that repeats the same stuff over and over, not an actual person who will listen to you. (Yes, I know the obvious retort is that normies say the same things over and over.) I'm not an incel, but I'm not a normie, due to being spergy as all hell.
"Cutting is for girls with daddy issues" is bullying. Users here have cut. Stagetail cut, for instance. Do we actually want to insult Stagetail that way?
Also, OP was not sure about wanting to commit suicide. Saying things along the lines of "go do it, Godspeed!" encourages suicide for someone who hasn't actually made up their mind yet. (Given that I've been messaging OP, I can tell that he's still alive and wants someone to talk to.)
1 iuseredditmq 2018-05-24
Dont do this. Talk to me anytime
1 Detoxification- 2018-05-24
And why the fuck do you think that's going to help? You're an internet stranger. His problems will become no less severe before and after any hypothetical conversation he has with you.
1 attrilla 2018-05-24
Ok whatever, my comment wasn't meant for you it was meant for OP so don't bother replying to me
1 Quixificent 2018-05-24
If OP were completely and totally sure, he wouldn't have posted here about it. He would have just done it. He also wouldn't have made a post on this very same day in TimeToGo that is more along the lines of seeking help or comfort, and says nothing about officially deciding to end it. The current evidence suggests that OP is not actually sure. No one can stop him from ending his life, but he may very well be seeking counterarguments or a form of support. Like I said, if he were truly convinced of it and completely intent on killing himself, he wouldn't make posts about it in communities on Reddit. He would just do it.