No one actually cares about you
95 2018-05-23 by CommunityCollegeHogg
Last week I made a post about getting thrown into a psychiatric ward. Admittingly, it was my fault - I left too mane clues about what I planned on doing and it resulted in failure on my end. But, that's beside the point.
Other than being forced to attend therapy sessions, getting pumped with three different medications before the doctors decided on the correct one, and a temporary change in mindset - I found out a bunch of normalfags rallied together to help find me on the night I temporarily went missing.
My family, of course took this as a fact that people on the campus actually cared about me and my well being. Wrong. Those pieces of shit not only made my life worse, but they only acted because they were forced to - not out of the goodness of their hearts. You've all seen this shit before, normalfags will rally behind an issue to make their peers think they're good, wholesome people - not the people we depict them as.
I guarantee, 99% of the people who looked for me that night had never spoken to me, seen me, or even had a single thought about me. Fuck, I guarantee if most of cunts knew I was 5'5 they probably wouldn't have bothered searching in the first place. They'd figure: "who cares if some short guys goes missing and dies?"
Of course, there were people who decided to go the extra mile to act like they cared beyond that. Once again, my foolish family members took this as a sign that people actually care about me. For example:
Two cunts decided to stop by my house to bring me some shitty cake. Keep in mind I heard one of this cunts refer to one of my friends (who's 5'3) as a midget.
Another cunt who I have talked to a handful of crimes decided to play the mental manipulation/play on your "feelings" aspect by saying "I need you in my life" despite never having done anything for one another.
Another cunt, who I acted third wheel to after I accidentally cucked myself into getting her to date a tallfag (who she mentioned she was still dating) decided to get into contact with me again - after I stopped talking to her at least 1.5 years prior. I told her to fuck off, so she decided to call my phone five times within 30 minutes and then managed to contact both of my fucking parents on facebook.
A tallfag who used to harass me for my height somehow managed to get my phone number and mentioned he was there if we ever needed "to talk." I also told me to fuck off.
This entire situation has changed me, but it won't change me in a way any family members, psychologists, psychiatrists, etc. think it will. All it did was show how conniving normalfags really are, and how they will use someone's misery to boost their social clout. None of these people I mentioned ever bothered to get into contact with me prior to my incident - so why would they start caring all of a sudden? Because they feel bad? No. It's simply because they want to make themselves look good.
50 comments
1 Salusa-Secundus 2018-05-23
Normies, explain yourselves.
1 marilenahaide 2018-05-23
There are types and types of people , what can you say?
When a good friend of mine died, some poeple came to the funeral and mourned and were not even friends with him, it was cringy and rather egotistical of them
1 E_R_E_R_I 2018-05-23
What? I see a sad fuck who is so deeply involved in their own hatred they can't even accept other people's empathy towards them.
1 Salusa-Secundus 2018-05-23
None of those people cared when it truly mattered. This isn't an incel thing, even - it's commonplace. Normies face it too. Virtue signaling and people being virtuous when it makes them look good.
1 E_R_E_R_I 2018-05-23
Yeah, I just don't care. So what, most people are hipocrites, but they don't know that. If it makes them feel good, I'm not bothered by it.
The whole problem is incels care far too much about what other people think. If you can't be happy on your own of course others will make you miserable.
1 Salusa-Secundus 2018-05-23
Normies complain about this shit too. You can like yourself and still not be stoic to the point of being a doormat when people who were cunts to you before act nice because it makes them look better.
1 E_R_E_R_I 2018-05-23
You are right, I care far less about what other's think and do than most of my peers. I just believe that leads to a better life, and incels are not the only ones I give this advice to.
1 changeIsTheWay 2018-05-23
They will be silent
1 WalkinWaski1 2018-05-23
Max blackpill
1 RetrudedMaxilla_ 2018-05-23
just LOL @ you OP ugly incel hahahahaahahahaha
1 Samuel_Sniper123 2018-05-23
This post honestly speaks to me
1 dumb_intj 2018-05-23
It's called virtue-signalling and it should be punishable by rape.
1 Salusa-Secundus 2018-05-23
Revealing A Paucity of Empathy (from normies).
Expose their true natures.
1 Geleg456 2018-05-23
Repenting
Atrocious
Pussy
Enticements
1 WhyNotLayDownAndRot 2018-05-23
this made me lol so fucking hard
1 Throwaway051594 2018-05-23
thanks for the kek mate
1 RickyBalboah3690 2018-05-23
Dude I found that out when I was a child. Doesn't make it better though.
1 cookin_breakfast 2018-05-23
Not only are they virtue signaling, they are attracted to the drama of the situation. By texting you, these people feel they are closer to "getting the scoop" then everyone else talking about it. They get to look like good people and potentially be one step ahead of the gossip mill.
1 iketoure 2018-05-23
It's like that girl who convinced her boyfriend to kill himself, then put on loads of events about suicide so she could be centre of attention. If they can be like "someone I know killed themselves" for attention and sympathy and gbp teen they take the chance
1 r4risbullshit 2018-05-23
Hey man, I saw through your last post and this one. I'm sorry to see you getting riddled with virtue signaling from all over(that'd piss me the fuck off tbh). You may not feel great to remain alive, but I hope you find some cope to keep you going.
I know that feeling too well... I learned and eventually ended up ignoring them(same as they did to me) out of spite. One of them did finally have the balls to apologize and we are chill now, but I don't know the people in your life. If you really want to make them feel bad forever with their own guilt, ignore them 100%, do not respond to any calls, texts, etc. This will hurt them more than they have hurt you, because they can't get validation for their virtue signaling. The best part is that you aren't doing anything unlawful or morally wrong(to most people). These fuckers can live for the rest of their life knowing that you attempted suicide and they contributed to it.
1 CommunityCollegeHogg 2018-05-23
Way ahead of you. Once I came back to reality I blocked all their numbers lol
1 r4risbullshit 2018-05-23
Nice!
1 Hideouslyric 2018-05-23
Jesus dude, if I went missing they'd throw a parade. And I can get laid, I'd say at least some of those people cared to some degree.
1 acoverover1 2018-05-23
If I went missing when I was at uni nobody would have even noticed.
1 The_Real_Cannaman 2018-05-23
That's true for me
1 MGTOW_is_cucked 2018-05-23
Normies have to hang. I dealt with the same exact fucking thing. Using my suicide "attempt" (long story) as gossip and virtue signal opportunity. People I know full well don't give a rat's ass about me.
1 JaxhammerNC 2018-05-23
You're insane
1 CommunityCollegeHogg 2018-05-23
No, I'm not.
1 JaxhammerNC 2018-05-23
You're projecting a ton of inner rage onto other people. Take a fuckin Xanax.
1 r4risbullshit 2018-05-23
You're talking to someone who attempted suicide and is living through the feedback he doesn't want to deal with right now.
Take a fucking hike.
1 NeetInTheSheets 2018-05-23
schizotypy/schizophrenia confirmed.
1 [deleted] 2018-05-23
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1 nachocheesie 2018-05-23
Does this apply to women too?
1 CaptainHoof 2018-05-23
Of course?
1 JaxhammerNC 2018-05-23
I'm familiar w/ sturgeon's law and largely agree with it. Not sure why you're assuming I disagree with it?
The level of contempt within OP is bordering on insanity. He's projecting his inner rage onto others, similar to your reply to comment. You projected a shit ton onto me and we actually agree that 90% of any given thing is crap.
But people going out of their way to do something nice for you is just that - a nice thing to do. Sure it's self-serving for them, but social constructs are futile to rail against. It's like being mad at people for going to a funeral. Don't waste your energy. Take it at face value and move on.
1 Salusa-Secundus 2018-05-23
He's also pointing out who they were before. And they didn't sound nice.
1 CaptainHoof 2018-05-23
It’s healthy to express yourself, be it rage or happiness. To an extent obviously. It’s also unhealthy to be extremely happy for a long period of time, that’s called being manic, as I’m sure you know.
I assumed you were just another virgin-shamer here to pick on these guys.
You called OP insane, which he really isn’t. Just understandably emotional.
Now you’re calling me insane all friendly like as if it’s true lol...
1 JaxhammerNC 2018-05-23
You're not insane. You just projected a lil
1 CaptainHoof 2018-05-23
I think I assumed and was wrong.
You called OP insane for saying what I said, except he was a little more extreme and emotional. I assumed you disagreed with the gist of it.
1 SignorSolitudine 2018-05-23
So this is how it feels when a Christian listens to Billy Graham or whoever the fuck that preacher was.
Spread the good word brother!
1 bengalsturntup5532 2018-05-23
You're going to a uni what are you wanting to be what country are you from? I mean atleast you are working towards a career and money.
1 CommunityCollegeHogg 2018-05-23
Nursing and USA
1 bengalsturntup5532 2018-05-23
Guy nurse? Them are rare
1 CommunityCollegeHogg 2018-05-23
I know. I'm one of 19 guys in a graduating class of 150 people.
1 BetUrProcrastinating 2018-05-23
Smartest career option for incels, tbh.
1 bengalsturntup5532 2018-05-23
actually went to a small college for a little bit,majority women in this college . And I tried medical coding and billing. Wow was it torture. All girls in these classes,and didn't talk to anyone ,just watched them talk to eachother.
1 Nancy125 2018-05-23
Altruism is not possible to the human being
Egoistic moral, social, and legal obligation
Those 3 are the only motives for any care that has ever been given to you
1 The_Real_Cannaman 2018-05-23
Altruism doesn't really exist. My teacher in HS said that, she was right.
1 Zaadfanaat 2018-05-23
They only act nice in this situation so they can pat themselves on the back and can pretend they're wholesome to others and "look how good I am I tried my best but it didn't work." They don't care at all about what you're going through, they only want to abuse your misery so they can feel better about themselves, in turn making your situation worse. Same reason why I dislike the "you can talk to me man" types on Reddit. They just pretend to care so they can get some upvotes and htink they did something good. Ignore these people or call them out on their bullshit. We can't do anything for you behind our computer screen, nor should we pretend that we could; it will only make it worse.
I hope something happens in your life that will improve your situation.
1 growingpockets 2018-05-23
Things get better when you stop giving a fuck what other people think about you.
1 AutismoCircus 2018-05-23
Or when you shower
1 biddyscrilla 2018-05-23
OP is a paranoid schizophrenic confirm lol
1 justforlulzandkeks 2018-05-23
What sui method did you try?
1 CommunityCollegeHogg 2018-05-23
I attempted to jump off the local bridge, but I lost my nerve because I wasn't sure if it was high enough to guarantee an (almost) instantaneous death.
My next plan was suicide by cop (and for IT brigaders, the cops know about this) since it was past midnight by this time, and I was walking around residential neighborhoods hoping someone would notice and call the cops on me. I didn't have any weapons on me, so I planned on acting confrontational in hopes I would get a mag unloaded in me.
1 nachocheesie 2018-05-23
You're perilously close to a breakthrough analysis of the justice system :(
1 Inkadventure 2018-05-23
Man, you have one hell of a height complex
1 CommunityCollegeHogg 2018-05-23
My height has nothing to do with this.
1 _worst_friend_ever 2018-05-23
This is also what motivates those in psychiatric services, beyond money.
1 CommunityCollegeHogg 2018-05-23
Nursing and USA
1 The_Real_Cannaman 2018-05-23
That's true for me
1 CaptainHoof 2018-05-23
Of course?