I got blackpilled a long, long time ago
52 2018-05-11 by Akamarb
For the record. I’m not an Incel. And I’ve had sex but not many times
My first “girlfriend” was at about 15 years old. For me it was puppy love. I used to text her all the time (even on her beeper - for those of you that still remember that). I used to think of her 24/7 and I thought she was my soul mate
Fast forward 2 months. At this point I’ve brought up the subject of sex. But all I heard back was “don’t rush me. If you really like me, you will wait. Stop being a pervert and always talk about sex”
I used to live about 30 miles away, so it was always a huge effort for me to come see her (she never visited me once) but I didn’t mind since I liked her so much. On this one particular day, she asked me to drive through rush hour traffic and visit her to fix her computer (she needed to write a resume)
So before I go see her, I buy her a teddy bear and chocolates. I finally make it to see her, give her the gifts and fix her computer - and then I assumed we would just hang out after. But that wasn’t the case. She said she wasn’t feeling good and didn’t want to hang out.
So I actually sat in my car for a minute, being disappointed that we didn’t hang. And guess what happened about 30 minutes later. She came out of her house all dolled up and a muscular Italian guy picked her up and gave her a French kiss and squeezed her ass. I later found out from one of her friends that she was obviously fucking him
So she made me go see her in brutal traffic Do her a personal favor. Lied to me. And then fuck a Chad. Only truly sickening people act like that without even having any form of remorse.
In a way I’m glad it happened to me when I was so young, as I discovered the evil nature of women that night. And have been despising them more and more.
24 comments
1 Micocole 2018-05-11
One women was a cunt so all must be. I'm assuming she was also a teenager. Most adult women are mature and wouldn't do that shit. Unless you're just that terrible of a person.
1 Akamarb 2018-05-11
Go fuck off. You must be truly deranged. This thread is designed to spread stories about the wickedness of women
Why are you even here. You should be posting on Incel tears. Like I would never frequent a message board if the topic discussed doesn’t interest me. You have to be psychotic to sign on daily and rant in an environment that doesn’t jive with your thoughts and still participate in it. You’re sick in the head
1 IncelistanWillRise 2018-05-11
One "incel" killed some people by running them over with a van so all incels are terrorists.
"It's okay when we do it but not when you do it"
1 fryxtz 2018-05-11
Two wrongs don't make a right. They didn't say that here. Go talk to the people who say that.
1 retarded_dumbshit 2018-05-11
Thanks to mainstream media, most people think incels are actual literal wannabe terrorists. Chances are this person thinks that way too. If they don't, they can just ignore that reply.
1 DavidJewenstein 2018-05-11
The number of good women is so miniscule a man could search for a lifetime and never find one. He could date one billion women, and go broke in the process, but never find a good one. Which leads to the possibility that maybe the number of good women is not merely miniscule and approaching zero....maybe it has actually become zero.
1 fryxtz 2018-05-11
And yet here's an entire forum of men complaining every day because they can't get a woman. You can't have it both ways. Either women are good and you want them or if women are terrible then stop complaining all the time that you can't date one and move on with your life.
1 DavidJewenstein 2018-05-11
I don't complain that I'm not able to get a woman. Verify by looking through my post history if you want. But as for incels, I think they wiah women were good and that's their real complaint. I realize women's nature cannot be changed so I don't pursue them although I could certainly get one.
1 eonoxe 2018-05-11
Ah I see. You're not an incel then...
1 eonoxe 2018-05-11
Honestly I feel bad for them.
1 jotaro_kuj0 2018-05-11
Integration and limits my man..basic calculus.
If it's approaching zero, then for all practical purposes IT is zero.
It's hilarious. Finding calculus here.
1 DopiDopiy 2018-05-11
One incel shoots a bunch of people so all incels must be murderers.
1 Soiled_Bugman 2018-05-11
> Most adult women are mature and wouldn't do that shit.
Yes they would JFL. cunts are garbage in 2018.
1 Matthew15651 2018-05-11
Wow dude, I’m sorry. A similar thing happened to me. You know what I do? Smile and look at all the victims of Elliot Rodger :)
1 kodoku2 2018-05-11
Same, I knew some 16yo girl trough facebook and we talked for like a month everyday for hours, she was so nice with me and was the only person who cared about how was my day and shit like that, also she used to sent me nudes regularly. It was a whole new experience after 17 years of no real interaction with girls, it was the time where I started to read TRP and looksmaxxing aswell so I thought my life was kinda changing finally. Though I was really trying to not care about it because I still thought no one could ever like me.
Some day she started giving me hints basically telling me to ask her out. So I did and we knew each other for the first time on Valentines day, we went to see a movie and after that we walked around the mall, she was the one who took my hand and hugged me randomly while we were there, it was so unreal. There was a free concert near so we went and I kissed her in the last song. My hands around her hips and her hands around my neck and body, also playing with my hair, it was heaven.
After that we went in the bus and I was the happiest man of earth, I couldn't believe it. We said goodbye to each other with another kiss and I went home. I felt like god.
We talked for 1 more and week like a real couple and on a Sunday she randomly told me her ex boyfriend talked to her again and that she was going back with him because she ""loved him so much and she couldnt believe she was giving her another chance"". When I read that something broke inside me. I just said "bye" and immediatly I felt the most intense rage I ever got. I was pretty broken already for a few rejections but hers was the final blow.
Everyone that could see me the week after told me if something was wrong, I tried to look like nothing happened but I guess I couldnt hide the depression I got.
Glad I found the blackpill after this, I know my place in society and I'm happier knowing the truth, I just gave up
1 CommonMisspellingBot 2018-05-11
Hey, kodoku2, just a quick heads-up:
immediatly is actually spelled immediately. You can remember it by ends with -ely.
Have a nice day!
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1 kodoku2 2018-05-11
Yeah im a fcking low iq ethnic thanks for the reminder
1 Panseared_Tuna 2018-05-11
Was she your race? If not get over it. Racemixing is weird and we all know it innately.
1 kodoku2 2018-05-11
She was even more brown than me
1 Panseared_Tuna 2018-05-11
Condolences :/
1 mrThesselrot 2018-05-11
Good for you, CommonMisspellingBot
1 FEDORA-GOD 2018-05-11
Sad to read mate. But if you ever had a gf, you're obviously not a genetical abomination. Have you tried other femoids after this?
1 FEDORA-GOD 2018-05-11
Sad to read mate. But if you ever had a gf, you're obviously not a genetical abomination. Have you tried other femoids after this?
1 kodoku2 2018-05-11
It was 1 1/2 years ago, I haven't had any fem attention after this (I go to college and work) and like I said even if I get a gf I wouldn't be able to take being cucked again. I'd be just so paranoid about it.
1 reanimatedjimjones 2018-05-11
One time when I was young a black kid stole my lunch money.
Now I know the true evil nature of blacks!
1 Le_Reddit_Elder 2018-05-11
That's brutal
1 HeckAndRespect 2018-05-11
She’s a cunt
1 SoonelyDoodely 2018-05-11
She deserves the worst of this world, i hope karma catches up to her. Utterly repulsive, sorry for the betabux that will get tied around her finger.