My wife fucks black guys and I wagecuck constantly.....Sometimes I wonder what's happening to this country...

Sex is me having an autistic seizure on top of a pile of yams at this point. Love isn't always easy!

no way. the black pill isnt life, its a gloss on life.

Yes definitely. I live in a malaise. I wake up and I'm just like, "why tho?"

Never had much ambition in the first place unless desire to minimum wageslave 14 hours a day just for a hope at getting by in life counts as ambition.

Yep, I spent a large amount of time and effort getting my degree and unlike everyone else around me I didn't get any pleasure from achieving something that is considered extremely difficult but rewarding. That's pretty much when I realized that unlike most people I'm not really motivated by achieving anything. Then I thought of all the single family members and friends I have that do fairly basic things like bartending or accounting or something, and how they have everything that I'm missing from life. I kinda just want a small house, a simple job, and a small amount of pocket money so I can buy food I like and video games and maybe travel once in a while. I don't actually even want to get married or anything because I just can't tolerate stress anymore. I wish that when I was young I pursued something that would be kind of fun/interesting and make enough money for a single person to live comfortably like photography or animation or something.

I'm mechanical, most of my friends have already been working for a couple years, some of them do interesting innovative stuff, others do jobs that anyone with a certificate in coding C or something could do just as well. I feel like going into it I just figured it would give me plenty of options just so I didn't have to worry about having no degree at all, but I don't find any of it particularly interesting.

I guess part of what contributes to my desire to do some job even a chimp could do is that for so long I've lacked the most basic things in life. Any real money I made went to paying for school, I lived on pb&j sandwiches and milk the entire time I was at school, I put all my time towards school and working so when I graduated I'd missed basically 6 years of tv shows, games, hobbies, etc. Now all I want to do is play games, watch anime I missed out on, eat well, have a place of my own so I can sleep in peace on the weekend, pursue some hobbies like bodybuilding or playing an instrument, and work the absolute bare minimum

The only thing that convinced men throughout history to go to work was the promise that for all of that efforts they would be rewarded with a family and a wife that does not consider T a gang of niggers run a train on her as a normal healthy sexual development .

Now society has removed the ^. They are preparing to Bring in the stick soon. And nobody will care because only the ugly are slaves.

The only thing that convinced men throughout history to go to work was the promise that for all of that efforts they would be rewarded with a family and a wife

Redpill nonsense.

Are you a man

Sadly, no. Let's pray for it.

Then do not speak for you do know what you are speaking of.

LOL

Yes, men loved to wageslave their entire lives for nothing. Totally wasn't because they had a nice family and friends to go home to or anything.

LOL

Becaue housing, food and hobbies to LDAR to are freely provided for the government.

Yes, men love to work to live in an empty house and to buy food. That is the pinnacle of a man's life.

Nonetheless, you need a job for that.

Careful with the race baiting.

Oh right, nothing like an anodyne warning without apt consequences.

I always delete (and ban if needed) when people race bait but here that wasn't the point of his post. Now he know.

Yes, I bet Tyrone and his gang of niggers had it so good throughout history.

yes

Not all, but much of it. Which is why finding a partner is priority #1 now.

Not yet. Get money and get surgery faggots.

You had ambition in life?

lol right

Yep, I have no goals in life besides getting a gf. It's over.

what previous ambition

Yep, pretty much. I'm 30 and it's over romantically.

I have to improve myself for a chance at betabuxing.

Everything else is just going through the motions.

only point to get a carrer is to then take your revenge on roasties once youre 30+

No ambition lost here. I love my job.

Coasting on my career lol, but doing fine. Got my little side thang going on that nets me mad bank son. 💰 💰 💰

It all went down hill post college for me.

I'm just bouncing around copes.

Yeah, I left my high paying corporate 9-5 and just have my own little business now. I make only a fraction of what I used to but I simply don't have the desire to try harder as an incel.

I'm going full NEET after I pay off my student loans. Fuck supporting a society that treats you like shit.

Amen brother

I used to dream of being successful. I liked programming as a kid, so I imagined being a rich software engineer, telecommuting and living by a beach somewhere. Turns out the required math courses for CS were too hard for me. I also kinda sucked at the CS major courses past the introductory sequence. Then I got it in my head that I could be a doctor. Switched majors and got a Biology degree, but my GPA and MCAT were super low, so no med school. Now I'm stuck in a dead-end lab tech position, trying to decide if it wouldn't be easier going back to Burger King, or a grocery store like I did as a teenager.

dude go back to programming, you can learn everything you need to online for free. I had a very similar life to you. I worked at Burget King and a grocery store as a teenager, except in college I started in biology, went to CS, failed and went IT and learned javascript. Did some small freelance work for 15-20 an hour after college, and then had enough experience after a year and a half to get a job at a company that paid me more, that was 3 jobs ago. You can do what you love doing and get there in not too long if you dedicate your time. Now I live in an apartment by a beach somewhere. You can do it too!

Yep, my parents are bitching at how I'm not eager to hit the ground running out of college with a job already lined up. Why would I give a shit? I've had zero friends for the past 3 years and no hope of relationships, that to me is a way more pressing issue than work. I intend to do the bare minimum to get by, parents forced me into sports my whole childhood and I know first hand hard work doesn't get you shit compared to being born athletic and attractive.

Yup. why tf should I be happy and enthusiastic? The prime time of my life has been FUCKED. Why should I look forward to wageslaving?

most of my relationships came out of work tbh. I see these people everyday, might as well get along.

Same man. I was a smart person too. Great job, good with computers. My mindset has totally changed now. Feel like ending it all the time.

you guys need a passion. not just a hobby, but a passion. something that will be there for you when nothing else (or no one else) is. for me, that thing is music. for you, it may be whatever. i dont know. but you need something that will never go anywhere. that's dependable, static, that makes you happy no matter what. search for that, and cling to it. it'll make life worth living, i promise bro

I used to play an instrument. But can't bring myself to play anything. I realized normies who collaborate learn quickly and understand music much better. That was a very depressing revelation. Also most music today is about love and women etc. I have no interest in it anymore.

how old are you if i may ask

30

aw mate you're only a year older than me, you've got your whole life ahead of you. you're just about to enter your prime, no reason to give up on life now! this is the fun part!

but i get it. we live in a society where we as men are judged by our ability to get women. and then, if you cant get women, you're somehow deemed as less of a man. unable to be happy. well you know what? that's complete and total bullshit. take it from someone who used to think just like you. once you get out of that negative attitude, and start seeing the bright side of things, focusing on the things you love and letting the bad days slide off of you, you'll naturally find that hey, socializing is way easier! and you might even talk to a girl! and she'll talk back. it'll be great. i promise you, this isnt the end. we've been sold a crock of shit in terms of what "success" really means.

Skin-starvation entirely saps you of the will to live. All of your prior motivation fades away with it