r/Braincels: Thank you and good bye (serious post)

Thank you and good bye (serious post)

38 2018-03-21 by Not_unique_enuf

For those who care this is my story and why I am leaving this sub.

A lot of you know, I ain't much of a truecel. I lost my virginity when I was 20 to my second gf whom I found by cold approaching 100s of girls.

After she broke up with me, I obviously started asking tons of chicks out, in Uni, in street, tinder etc (mostly rejection though). I got a couple of dates but they ended up saying there was no "chemistry" or some other bullshit excuse. I guess its impolite to say "I just wanted to give a wimp like you a chance but remembered you weren't chad"

Almost after 1 year and a half (recently) I met this girl on tinder. We had chemistry, I actually understood what it meant. We made out then kept talking to each other for two weeks then Poof, she disappeared. She is probably on chad's cock now idk. That really hurt me. It hurt a lot because she gave me hope and snatched it away without a second thought.

I guess I wasn't enough for her. Will I be enough for anyone ever again? Idk.

Throughout this period of rejection by women I came to this sub as a safe heaven where we bitched and whined about femoids. It felt so good to be able to vent and reveal the true nature of femoids. I really enjoyed it.

Two things are constant in my life (edge warning). My suffering and the fear of suffering. My ocd makes me suffer, the cries and violent outbursts of my schizophrenic mother makes me suffer, my lack of wealth makes me suffer, my love life makes me suffer. But from now on I don't fear suffering. I welcome it. My suffering is mine only, I wouldn't push it on someone else, yes that means I won't treat other people badly because of it (even women). (Yeah yeah, call me a cuck). My suffering makes me stronger, it always has. (Don't want to argue metaphysics here because I will lose, let me cope my way). Nobody will ever understand your pain, only you will. I will never understand your reality and you will never understand mine but thats okay.

This sub is fun but here and there the brutal black pills are pretty depressing tbh. I want to spend more time figuring out how to make money for my family (and myself) rather than ldar and browse here.

Thank you for the memories. Good luck to you supreme gentlemen. Do what you want with your life. I am not gonna tell you whether to leave or stay here. But good luck to whatever you are doing.

May Stblackops2cel bless you all.

65 comments

1 Board_Gaming 2018-03-21

Good luck to you. If you want to make money, look into what wealthy people do. What strategies did they use to get ahead in life? When I was growing up, my family was poor. I vowed to never be poor when I grew up. And now I'm not.

1 MrTomDawson 2018-03-21

If you want to make money, look into what wealthy people do. What strategies did they use to get ahead in life?

Inheritance?

1 Board_Gaming 2018-03-21

Not everyone who makes money gets wealthy by inheritance. Some people work hard to get where they are today.

And you don't have to be "rich" to live a good life. Just aim to be "comfortable". Enough money to pay your bills and have an emergency fund of 6 months of expenses. Take a small vacation every year and maybe a big one every 5 years.

1 Face-Hit-By-A-Lorry 2018-03-21

Some people work hard to get where they are today.

99% of the time they get lucky. There are millions of people out there who work just as hard, if not harder, but they failed because they got unlucky.

1 incelliarmus 2018-03-21

I'll definitely agree that there are people who work harder and that a lot of it is luck, but just because someone works harder doesn't mean that their hard word should be invalid.

1 Face-Hit-By-A-Lorry 2018-03-21

I'm not saying that. I'm just saying in terms of getting wealthy, most of it comes down to luck. Yes you obviously need to work really hard, but hard work alone isn't enough. That's the point i'm trying to make.